Left Drowning

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO JESSICA PARK'S LEFT DROWNING (REVIEW & GIVEAWAY)


Title: Left Drowning
Author: Jessica Park
Print Length: 399 pages
ISBN: 1477817158
ASIN: B00BJQR23C
Publisher: Skyscape (July 16, 2013)


Synopsis:
What does it take to rise from life’s depths, swim against the current, and breathe?

Weighted down by the loss of her parents, Blythe McGuire struggles to keep her head above water as she trudges through her last year at Matthews College. Then a chance meeting sends Blythe crashing into something she doesn’t expect—an undeniable attraction to a dark-haired senior named Chris Shepherd, whose past may be even more complicated than her own. As their relationship deepens, Chris pulls Blythe out of the stupor she’s been in since the night a fire took half her family. She begins to heal, and even, haltingly, to love this guy who helps her find new paths to pleasure and self-discovery. But as Blythe moves into calmer waters, she realizes Chris is the one still strangled by his family’s traumatic history. As dark currents threaten to pull him under, Blythe may be the only person who can keep him from drowning.

*This book is intended for mature audiences due to strong language and sexual content.

Note: due to mature content recommended for Ages 17+



OUR REVIEW (originally posted last July)

I just finished this way past midnight on Saturday night and it is still lingering with me. I can't seem to let these characters go--not just our two main characters...ALL OF THEM. Within pages of starting I knew that this book would have the potential to provoke a strong emotional reaction and it surpassed that potential. As I tweeted to Jessica Park--this book shredded me in the best way possible. 

Right?!? I honestly didn't think...sorry Jessica...that anything could top Flat Out Love. It was truly a masterpiece and I loved it with my whole heart. I like to think that is a lot of love, but I really don't let it out all that often so, yeah. Anyways...I harp a lot about secondary characters being a key component to a beautiful story, and well, Jessica Park has a powerful ability to make a family and their struggles so heartbreakingly real, but beautiful...and like I already had to tell her, I am in awe! 

All of our characters--Blythe, Chris, James, Estella, Eric, and Sabin are living with some deep emotional wounds. Each of them cope with these wounds in different ways--from all shapes and sizes of depression, avoidance, numbness, and many other mechanisms they have each put in place to shield them from the pain of dealing with these wounds. 

They are all each a part of the puzzle, and I connected with a few more than others. Sabin in particular. Aside from all of the harder parts of the story, I loved Sabin because he was such a good friend to Blythe..from the moment he crashed into her life in the coffee shop. And it is not often that a straight guy in a new adult novel is the best friend to a girl. I was in love with this...because usually either one is in love with the other and there isn't generally a true boy/girl friendship that is strictly 100% platonic. Chris's brother Eric is gay and helps this novel stray away from every single cliche trope that usually goes with it. Nothing was like I expected, which is great because expectation is overrated! Eric, Zach, and Estella and James all have their own issues, and help Blythe in many different ways...I love them all.

With the exception of one sequence, the lives of these characters are given to us through Blythe's perspective. We watch her go from a state of complete numbness to the soaring heights of love, the depths of grief and loss, and the steady confidence that dealing and healing from grief provides. To the credit of Jessica Park's outstanding writing, I felt each and every one of Blythe's phases in this emotional journey...and it was a painful journey. For what seemed like hours in my reading I was in agony for Blythe--even when things were going well, I still worried for her and couldn't seem to let go of the foreboding of bad things to come. The only thing I will say is that all of the worry and pain I felt while reading was worth it. Completely worth it--I know that my description will scare some people off and I hope that's not the case because the writing is so great and the story is such a good one that it's worth a few heart clenching moments.

Waiting for the shoe to drop? Yes...I did a lot of that too. And the pacing is so solid and the good times so well written and good, that the bad (that isn't the right word...hard parts...emotional parts) are hard to predict. Some of them gave me palpitations...some didn't...but I don't think there was a single emotion left unfelt. It is extremely difficult not to just say, read this book or you will regret not doing it, and deleting everything else! 

One thing that readers who read Jessica's widely adored Flat Out Love might not be prepared for is the sex. It's more explicit and prevalent in this novel. I didn't find offensive (but it's hard to offend me) and I definitely felt that the intensity of the sex scenes was an important and needed part of the novel. It didn't feel gratuitous or sex for sex's sake--these characters needed this. 

I was just thinking about this too....well aside from the fact that it was scorching...but I don't remember FOL having much of it, or I guess any...but I agree that it made the story complete..without ruining the deep emotional connection I had to it...and outside of yes, we are not easily shocked! 

This is one of those books that I want to talk about. I want to examine it and go over it with others and hear what they think. I keep thinking about the journey that Blythe undergoes in this novel and how difficult it was and how proud of her progress I was. I loved that she learned how to feel and cope and allow herself moments of anger or grief or mourning without shutting down or giving up. She became a fighter and a friend and a lover and sister, again, and so many of her scenes and reactions were imperfect and so real to what many people experience, think, and do. I'm still mulling over the many different things I will take away from this novel..but for now I'm thinking about how important both the journey AND the end point are. 

It was beautiful. I loved that Blythe recognized the moments that she needed to go through to begin to heal, on her own and with Chris and everyone's help. There wasn't just take with our heroine so that was refreshing. This was real life and everything that went along with it. The character's bodies and thoughts weren't perfect...their reactions to things were not perfect...their decisions definitely were not perfect...but they were a family and took care of each other and you might ugly cry...but it is definitely worth it. After this I made a shelf on my goodreads page that says Life-Changer...and this was my first book added to it.

Shelley: 5 Stars
Courtney: 5 Stars (We would add more if it were possible!)

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MUSIC PLAYLIST
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About the Author:

Jessica is the author of LEFT DROWNING, the New York Times bestselling FLAT-OUT LOVE (and the companion piece FLAT-OUT MATT), and RELATIVELY FAMOUS. She lives in New Hampshire where she spends an obscene amount time thinking about rocker boys and their guitars, complex caffeinated beverages, and tropical vacations. On the rare occasions that she is able to focus on other things, she writes.
Please visit her at jessicapark.me and on Facebook at https://www.facebook.com/authorjessicapark and Twitter @JessicaPark24


Sunday, April 27, 2014

IN THE SPOTLIGHT: LEFT DROWNING BY JESSICA PARK


Title: Left Drowning
Author: Jessica Park
Print Length: 399 pages
ISBN: 1477817158
ASIN: B00BJQR23C
Publisher: Skyscape (July 16, 2013)



Check out our 5 star Left Drowning review
HERE

Synopsis:
What does it take to rise from life’s depths, swim against the current, and breathe?

Weighted down by the loss of her parents, Blythe McGuire struggles to keep her head above water as she trudges through her last year at Matthews College. Then a chance meeting sends Blythe crashing into something she doesn’t expect—an undeniable attraction to a dark-haired senior named Chris Shepherd, whose past may be even more complicated than her own. As their relationship deepens, Chris pulls Blythe out of the stupor she’s been in since the night a fire took half her family. She begins to heal, and even, haltingly, to love this guy who helps her find new paths to pleasure and self-discovery. But as Blythe moves into calmer waters, she realizes Chris is the one still strangled by his family’s traumatic history. As dark currents threaten to pull him under, Blythe may be the only person who can keep him from drowning.

*This book is intended for mature audiences due to strong language and sexual content.

Note: due to mature content recommended for Ages 17+

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About the Author:
Jessica is the author of LEFT DROWNING, the New York Times bestselling FLAT-OUT LOVE (and the companion piece FLAT-OUT MATT), and RELATIVELY FAMOUS. She lives in New Hampshire where she spends an obscene amount time thinking about rocker boys and their guitars, complex caffeinated beverages, and tropical vacations. On the rare occasions that she is able to focus on other things, she writes.

Please visit her at jessicapark.me and on Facebook at https://www.facebook.com/authorjessicapark and Twitter @JessicaPark24


Wednesday, July 24, 2013

OUR READING RECAP AND RECS

Courtney, it almost seems that we should talk about what we haven't been reading because it feels like we've been reading EVERYTHING. Over the last 10+ days we have read and reviewed at least 11 novels...hence my random tweets about my lack of sleep or the dire need for coffee. It's been a wild and crazy and fun reading ride--here are some highlights: P.S. What the f*ck were we thinking with that schedule...oh that's right...we weren't! Whew! 

Left Drowning by Jessica Park was absolutely stunning. It was gushworthy. It totally shredded me and even still, I would recommend it to almost every person I know. It's not your typical upbeat, happy, funny contemporary romance. It's darker and more intense and worth every second of your time. She also has a great playlist that I'm sure Courtney would recommend that you listen to while you read it. YES! The playlist is amazeballs! Joshua Radin + Red + many more, I think she has 44 songs on there! 


If you are looking for something more along the lines of serial killer thriller, then Nowhere to Run by Nina D'Angelo would be a great selection. There's a little bit of everything in that one: twists and turns, romance, murder, and a tale about friendship. I was a nervous wreck! The body count gets super high, and I couldn't figure out who the killer was! It's cray-cray! 


Want a contemporary romance that is absorbing and fun to read? Lick by Kylie Scott would be a great choice. I read it in one day and could not put it down--I enjoyed imaging a world in which an average girl like me can end up being married to some rock god in the matter of one drunken Las Vegas night. I got to see the world of the rich and famous and crazy and immerse myself in a sweet, if improbable, love story. I am so in love with this book, it is ridiculous. Fun + steamy = rock god heaven...*sigh* 

We have so, so many books downloaded on our Kindles that I almost don't know where to start next. I've heard amazing things about B.J. Harvey's Lost in Distraction  and Sawyer Bennett's latest Off Course, and I've heard fantastic things about Rebecca Donovan's Reason to Breathe (actually the entire series is supposed to be phenomenal) If you thought Left Drowning slayed your emotions...ggiiirrrrllll this one will obliterate what is left!! Really my TBR list is impossible. I'm not even going to tell you how many books I've downloaded and have yet to read...so many books, too little time. *cough*over 200*cough* I counted and am still in a lot of shock....don't tell my husband...lol! 


I don't even know where to begin. We have had some epically awesome reads as she has already pointed out! This week was a circus because not only were we up til 1 am+ reading, but I had to go through the last week at my job. I had been there for just shy of 5 years, and in a bit over a week I am going to RN school. To say that I am freaking the hell out would be an epic understatement, but the point of this tirade is Shelley and I both are getting ready to start back to school in our own capacities...so we have planned things a bit better in the near future...! 


I am waiting impatiently as I am writing this to sink my hands into Ella Frank's Exquisite series! I adore tweeting her, and I loved (albeit was conflicted) with Blind Obsession...so I know I will love this series as well. And it helps that Shelley has already read it! I have to get cracking because I see nonstop love for Edible! 

Another series that Shelley has been telling me to read for a while, and I think I might have time to sneak in now is the Up in the Air series by R.K. Lilley. I devoured and LOVED Bad Things this weekend, and it involves some of the same characters...so I am excited! 

We also have some blog tours planned that we are super excited about! Coming this week is Just Human by Kerry Heavens hosted by the Romance Addict Book Blog...so we are pretty excited to see how that one is! 



Wednesday, July 17, 2013

SWOON THURSDAY (6)


We bring you today a fun meme that we thought would totally be up our alley! And here is how to play according to the wonderful host YA Bound

It's that time again! We created a HOT meme, and if you're new to the game, here's how to join in the fun:

From the book you’re currently reading, or one you just finished, tell us what made you SWOON. What got your heart pounding, your skin tingling, and your stomach fluttering.

Shout it out on Twitter with the hashtag #YABound, post it here in the comments, or grab the steamy button above and share it on your blog. We want to know!

We're back at it again, swooning over our favorite book boyfriends and the moments that flat out made us giddy when we read them. So sit back, enjoy, and then play along by leaving YOUR favorite swoon worthy moments this week in the comments! (Here & at YA Bound!)

As always, remember to check the comments where our lovely readers share links to their favorite swoony scenes, too!

Courtney is swooning over the This Man series by Jodi Ellen Malpas

"I'm going to possess every. single. part. of you." He punctuates each word clearly and sharply. "There will be nowhere on this beautiful body that won't have had me in it, on it or over it."
"Is it similar to the one you have on me?" He laces his fingers through mine."Do they stop breathing for a few seconds every time they see me?" He presses his lips onto my temple and inhales deeply. "Do they want to keep me in a glass box so nothing and no one can hurt me?" - I almost stop breathing.- He sighs heavily, and I rise and fall on his chest. "Do they think their life would be over if I wasn't here?" he finishes softly. 
--He takes the pen and moves towards the picture of me fleeing The Manor, and then gets up close and personal with the wall. I can't see what he's writing, and I shift to try and look around his body, but he's too close. He finally moves away, and I see it, scrolled across the top of an image. Today my heart started beating again. Today you became mine. 
--He reaches up and slides his hand around the base of my neck, pulling me down so our foreheads met. "You won't be. I'll never stop loving you hard. It'll only get harder because every day that passes we create more memories. Memories I'll treasure, not memories I want to forget. My mind is being filled with beautiful images of us, and they are replacing a history that lingers. They're chasing away my past, Ava. I need them. I need you." 
Shelley is swooning over Left Drowning by Jessica Park:

--She has become part of him, this girl, and he lowers his hands to rest over his heart. He will keep her there always.

--"I am overwhelmingly in love with you, " Chris says..."I've spent most of my life thinking that my father never gave me anything but pain. But that's not true. He did give me something. Someone. You. He gave me you. Last summer, you asked me to believe in us. I don't believe in much, as you know, but I do damn well believe in us. Forever."


Tuesday, July 16, 2013

REVIEW: LEFT DROWNING by JESSICA PARK



What does it take to rise from life’s depths, swim against the current, and breathe?

Weighted down by the loss of her parents, Blythe McGuire struggles to keep her head above water as she trudges through her last year at Matthews College. Then a chance meeting sends Blythe crashing into something she doesn’t expect—an undeniable attraction to a dark-haired senior named Chris Shepherd, whose past may be even more complicated than her own. As their relationship deepens, Chris pulls Blythe out of the stupor she’s been in since the night a fire took half her family. She begins to heal, and even, haltingly, to love this guy who helps her find new paths to pleasure and self-discovery. But as Blythe moves into calmer waters, she realizes Chris is the one still strangled by his family’s traumatic history. As dark currents threaten to pull him under, Blythe may be the only person who can keep him from drowning.

*This book is intended for mature audiences due to strong language and sexual content.

Note: due to mature content recommended for Ages 17+


Paperback399 pages
Expected publication: July 16th 2013 by Skyscape
eArc received from publisher via NetGalley

Where to find Left Drowning:

Where to find Jessica Park:


I just finished this way past midnight on Saturday night and it is still lingering with me. I can't seem to let these characters go--not just our two main characters...ALL OF THEM. Within pages of starting I knew that this book would have the potential to provoke a strong emotional reaction and it surpassed that potential. As I tweeted to Jessica Park--this book shredded me in the best way possible. 

Right?!? I honestly didn't think...sorry Jessica...that anything could top Flat Out Love. It was truly a masterpiece and I loved it with my whole heart. I like to think that is a lot of love, but I really don't let it out all that often so, yeah. Anyways...I harp a lot about secondary characters being a key component to a beautiful story, and well, Jessica Park has a powerful ability to make a family and their struggles so heartbreakingly real, but beautiful...and like I already had to tell her, I am in awe! 

All of our characters--Blythe, Chris, James, Estella, Eric, and Sabin are living with some deep emotional wounds. Each of them cope with these wounds in different ways--from all shapes and sizes of depression, avoidance, numbness, and many other mechanisms they have each put in place to shield them from the pain of dealing with these wounds. 

They are all each a part of the puzzle, and I connected with a few more than others. Sabin in particular. Aside from all of the harder parts of the story, I loved Sabin because he was such a good friend to Blythe..from the moment he crashed into her life in the coffee shop. And it is not often that a straight guy in a new adult novel is the best friend to a girl. I was in love with this...because usually either one is in love with the other and there isn't generally a true boy/girl friendship that is strictly 100% platonic. Chris's brother Eric is gay and helps this novel stray away from every single cliche trope that usually goes with it. Nothing was like I expected, which is great because expectation is overrated! Eric, Zach, and Estella and James all have their own issues, and help Blythe in many different ways...I love them all.

With the exception of one sequence, the lives of these characters are given to us through Blythe's perspective. We watch her go from a state of complete numbness to the soaring heights of love, the depths of grief and loss, and the steady confidence that dealing and healing from grief provides. To the credit of Jessica Park's outstanding writing, I felt each and every one of Blythe's phases in this emotional journey...and it was a painful journey. For what seemed like hours in my reading I was in agony for Blythe--even when things were going well, I still worried for her and couldn't seem to let go of the foreboding of bad things to come. The only thing I will say is that all of the worry and pain I felt while reading was worth it. Completely worth it--I know that my description will scare some people off and I hope that's not the case because the writing is so great and the story is such a good one that it's worth a few heart clenching moments.

Waiting for the shoe to drop? Yes...I did a lot of that too. And the pacing is so solid and the good times so well written and good, that the bad (that isn't the right word...hard parts...emotional parts) are hard to predict. Some of them gave me palpitations...some didn't...but I don't think there was a single emotion left unfelt. It is extremely difficult not to just say, read this book or you will regret not doing it, and deleting everything else! 

One thing that readers who read Jessica's widely adored Flat Out Love might not be prepared for is the sex. It's more explicit and prevalent in this novel. I didn't find offensive (but it's hard to offend me) and I definitely felt that the intensity of the sex scenes was an important and needed part of the novel. It didn't feel gratuitous or sex for sex's sake--these characters needed this. 

I was just thinking about this too....well aside from the fact that it was scorching...but I don't remember FOL having much of it, or I guess any...but I agree that it made the story complete..without ruining the deep emotional connection I had to it...and outside of yes, we are not easily shocked! 

This is one of those books that I want to talk about. I want to examine it and go over it with others and hear what they think. I keep thinking about the journey that Blythe undergoes in this novel and how difficult it was and how proud of her progress I was. I loved that she learned how to feel and cope and allow herself moments of anger or grief or mourning without shutting down or giving up. She became a fighter and a friend and a lover and sister, again, and so many of her scenes and reactions were imperfect and so real to what many people experience, think, and do. I'm still mulling over the many different things I will take away from this novel..but for now I'm thinking about how important both the journey AND the end point are. 

It was beautiful. I loved that Blythe recognized the moments that she needed to go through to begin to heal, on her own and with Chris and everyone's help. There wasn't just take with our heroine so that was refreshing. This was real life and everything that went along with it. The character's bodies and thoughts weren't perfect...their reactions to things were not perfect...their decisions definitely were not perfect...but they were a family and took care of each other and you might ugly cry...but it is definitely worth it. After this I made a shelf on my goodreads page that says Life-Changer...and this was my first book added to it.

Shelley: 5 Stars
Courtney: 5 Stars (We would add more if it were possible!)
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